Clearly trying to get a damn summer job in this stupid city is impossible. I'm so close to just giving up and leaving here for the summer and staying with my grandfather in NJ cause im clearly not going to find a damn thing to do here. And without a job i have no money for NOTHING..(so much for saving for photography gear and books for next term, i'll be scrapping up money yet again). Fucking hate this bullshit. So much for going to the club over the summer.

So my ex finally came to get his doll.. on Saturday before I went out to Draculas Ball that night (which was okay but i normally pass up that event to just go to the club.. its better). Anyway So was Hishiro was FINALLY getting outta my hair he gives me a F-Doll Nekomimi. Which i clearly wasn't expecting. He had gotten her b4 we broke up and hadn't had the time to give her to me b4 it happened. Anyway It was a nice surprise, my friend was mad I got her though but she has 3 dolls and shes complaining about me getting 1 cat girl.... (spoiled)
Anyway I named her Boa.. and here is one of the pictures i took of her today at random

It's kinda big. lol I painted her toes and nail but i need to clean her already thanks to my friends dirty hands.. -grumbles-

I don't feel all that great so here is a link to my Deviant Art Click here to see the rest!

I made that fishnet shirt for him  during the week. I'm so happy it fits ((i can't sew mind you)).
Thats just a teasers.. check out the rest if you want. <33

I want Tuan to have his eyebrow "pierced", I know it can be done or fakes some how belladonna has one of her boys done I just don't know how..... So I'm going to figure that out sometime soon.. And He needs to be strung a little tighter but I can't seem to get him any tighter than he already is (Pms Pegapup for help)

Tuan woke up this morning and after getting dressed in his PJ pants and hoodie he decided he wanted and drink.... As early as it was!! Demons, I tell yah.
**Shitty Celly pictures**

Course he downed the bottle....Sitting there looking bored. (he handles drinks really well might I add)

I finally came up with the basic story that well tie together all my dolls...once I get them all. n_n
The list of dolls is a BF Kyle (Tuans bff), DZ BB Kay (Tuans Half Brother), DZ Felian (Tuan G.F)
AE Yara (Kyles older sister) <<getting that one next
>>Right now the BB and the Felian are still questionable buys)

I still have this DZ Megi in my house... my  now ex hasn't come to get him yet.. I'm starting to wonder if he is going to come for him anytime soon..... -__-  Not that I mind him being here.... Tuan has a buddy aside from Jaser to play with but like I don't have a connection with him cause I didn't buy him or name him or come up nor fit him into my plot.

Well I made up my mind and I'll be bringing home a Kyle next. I just can't resit that face and those little hands!!! gawd Bluefairy is love, I have a feeling I'll end up with more that one doll from that company. So much for a family of DollZones, lol.

I'm currently looking around/ waiting for someone to sell theres, if not I'll have to get a new one (the wait will be murder though!).

Good news my friend ordered me a pair for 14mm silver metallic Volks eyes for me from a DoA member. I'm so happy I've been wanting a pair for a while now for Tuan but I ended up loving his odd colored pupil-less eyes that I forgot about the volks ones I wanted him to have to begin with. I hope I like them once they come. (if not they were only $13, and my next doll could use them or something)

Pictures of Jaser from earlier this week hanging in a tree 3 stories up. 
Jaser fell off his horse on Easter and scrapped his little nose. (just in case you wanted to know what happen to his little nose.


Above is his him in his second face-up.. these are older ones with the last Face-up i did for him.


I still need to give the new ones lashes. **These are my first times doing face-ups **

SO I did want to make myself a boy but I don't want to anymore. I'm more or less debating on getting a Tan DZ Felian or a TF Kyle. Not sure if I want to get a girl now or get anything boy, lol.... but I love  Kyles so much however, I wanted a Felian first but that never happened cause the tan HID won my heart. lol
The only thing holding me back it $$

So I'm still looking for molds that might come close to the pictures in the post below for me new boy. D.I.M minimee feature seems rather cool. I still need to jump onto DOA to see other peoples minimees that aren't Johnny Depp. I dunno how I feel about getting two of the same head for $380, then having to get a SD sized body. It would take me a year.

But I haven't given up.. still looking around.. HOWEVER I have the clever idea of making my own head MSD sized and  getting a body to match it for a while until I have time to build my own.

So I need to look into what I need to do after the head is made.. casting and crap. ((Of to DOA))
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11:04
I feel really shitty right now. And I'm very sick of fussing with the boyfriend.

So I meant this kid right, he's a friend of one of my g/f's and I love his face. Now I want a doll I'll base off of him. I don't want it to be SD but if it comes to them I guess I have know choice
Two pictures:

and

I need a baby with glasses <33 haha
I just need to right sculpt to get me as close to his.. at least mouth and nose. I kinda want a doll with the half shut eyes for him though.
And ideas guys??!!

     Today was a really nice day so I took my boys + Hishiro outside for a couple pictures.

Jaser, Tuan, Hishiro Wish you all A Happy Bun-Bun Day!!!!
((Jaser and Tuan are mine)
Extra photos:

Tuan found a bunny and Jaser wanted to pet it. So cute <33

Sometimes he think he is all that. (He is but don't tell him that it'll go to that little demon head of his)